Of a New Instability

Something is eating at my already shattered heart...This something, I cannot identify...Is it a hurdle I must overcome...Or a force I must succumb to...Does a shattered being like me still have a chance...Will my attitude be enough to stop this unstable emotion...Will even the Seven Sides stand a chance...Will this be just nothing more than a mere annoyance...Or will it be something that will plague me for my entire existence...

I will state my hypothesis of what this instability is in this line:

"Jealous...Because they have something I have never and will never recieve...Something not material nor spiritual...But jealous because..."